Happy Easter  / Grandma Lambo For Maddi &. Mommy

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happy easter  / Dessa Smith (friend)
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Would You Have Me Come Home?  / Judy ((friend to Mom) )

Would You Have Me Come Home?

If God would open the Heavens
For you to visit for one day;
Would you come inside,
Just to take me away?

Could you take in all of this beauty
And then ask me to come home?
Where I have just a back yard
And not the Heavens to roam.

Could you take me away from all of your
Family, that you have longed to see;
Or would you just come in
To spend the day with me?

Would you ask me to come home
If you realized that I am already here;
Where I have mountains of Love;
And not a speck of fear.

Would you not take the time
To look in awe at the home He’s made for me.
To live my days wrapped in love
For all of eternity.

Sure you are there…
I know this is true,
Because each and every day
I’m watching over you.

But minutes here are short
A lifetime for you;
We will be together again;
That was God’s promise to you.

If God did open Heaven’s gates
For you to visit for a day;
You would see how happy I am…
And ask me to stay.

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I Miss You Uncle Sean Love Halie  / Halie

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Teddy Bear Friends  / For Maddi From Grandma Lambo
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Entry from her diary on Nov. 1989  / Sean's Grandma O'Neal
Mary went to Parent Teacher Conference. They had been talking in school about the word Proud and what it meant. The teacher asked Sean what he was proud of. He said he was proud of his Mother as she won the dirty dancing contest. Mary didn't admit or deny. Oh that was my Sean I thought. Close

When An Angel Came For My Baby Sean  / Mom
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Picture / Mom

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Entry on March 17, 2007-  / Mom
Now I have tackled another job with all of Sean's childhood drawings. The job is going to take forever I just hope I get it done. I guess the sheer fact that I will never see Sean walk thru the door or hear his voice has hit me like a fist in the face. Our home still looks just like it did the night we started putting together a collage for his funeral. I just pick up a picture from one spot and set it down in another. No job is ever finished. Yes, I know I have family and other things to enjoy but my mind still wanders back to the fact that we had to bury Sean. I tell myself it happens, if you have indulged yourself any into this site and others who light candles, you will know what I'm talking about.  I've found that sirens and those damm
flahing lights from emergency vehicles trigger a meltdown, songs,
sunsets, sunrises, concrete buildings, pictures of the back of Sean's
head are everywhere. A fatal hit to the back of his head is what took his life from a parking garage. It was all just an accident but it happened in St. Louis near the Arch. Off limits to me. I know not everyone understands the pain I go thru everyday and might say or think get on with life but you have not walked in my shoes, and I pray you never have to. Give me 20 years and maybe I'll be in Heaven from natural causes with Him. I see so many 13's and hear  boys call out for Mom and still turn around. If I hear his name there goes that mind again and if you spell yours Sean you really have my attention. Crying now is my sport not laughing. To my family please bear with me or don't just know I'm dying inside. With all the love I have to give. Close

Valentine Sean gave to me-I miss him so much  / Mom

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Ninja Turtle  / Sean's Artwork

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eternal flame and member card  / Precious Memorials
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TEARS / Judy

TEARS

There is a sacredness in tears.
They are not the mark of weakness, 
but of power. They speak more eloquently 
than ten thousand tongues. They are 
messengers of overwhelming grief.
...and unspeakable love. 

~Washington Irving

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Power of Prayer  / Mom

I have to share this powerful moment I had on Saturday morning.
There I was struggling with just getting one foot in front of the other so as I walked outside I walked to Sean's car, which is still sitting on
the property. It's an older Monte Carlo SS with a sunroof. I open the door and sit down and start looking for anything that I might have missed last time I was there.Well there was 1 ear ring. That will do
I thought but then just rested my head back thinking where he was
and if he was o.k. The first warm sun after a cold hard winter hit my
face and the tears started rolling. I just prayed to God that you know I can't hardly bear this much longer and to just give me any
sign of anything to let me know Sean is o.k. Less than 60 seconds
later, Halie, my grandaughter came to me saying Grandma look what
I found. In our yard where alot of his belongings had been put the day he came back home she had picked up his 100th wrestling pin.
Now for those of you who do not know about wrestling everytime you pin someone you get a pin. But when you have 100 pins you receive a much larger heavier pin and that is what she brought me.
My prayer had been answered. Now I know. The pin is in his photo
album, actually both types of pins but I had to share this with everyone who knew Sean what God did for me on Saturday March 10, 2007.

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My entry is March 8, 2007  / Grandma Lambo For Madison
Dearest Madison,
 I stopped by today to check up on you and your broken leg and I think you are feeling better. Grandma Lambo has not been around you very much as I still am having trouble coping with your Daddy going to Heaven. I know that is no excuse to not visit, color or play with you but it is very hard for me to explain it to you now. My heart is broken into a million pieces. When you get older and read this I hope you will kind'a understand. At 4 years old it is too much and you seem to be very happy were you are. I will try to pull myself together and visit with you like I should and your cousin Halie loves you to pieces. There is just alot of stuff that upsets me and I don't want for you to see me at my worst. Someday you might understand and then you might get mad. Just remember that I Love You very much but when I look at you I see alot of your Daddy and it hurts.
I will keep stopping by and maybe we can get things right. I'm going to bed and so should you and I will pray to God to speed up the healing on your leg and make it quit hurting. He really can work  miracles.
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i hope this is the one  / Selma Flynn
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A little about your Mommy & Daddy  / Grandma Lambo To Madison (March 1, 2007 )
Dear Maddi,
 I am entering this for you to read whenever you want. Your Daddy was just crazy in love with your Mommy. When he started high school was probably when she saw him. They dated the entire time your Mommy was in college and pretty much the whole time your Daddy was in high school. When Daddy graduated high school and went to Missouri Valley with your Mommy they lived in a lower level of a house. It was very nice and they both loved it. Then your Daddy
called me one night and said "Mom we are going to have a baby."
I was very excited and before you knew it you had 2 baby showers
and everything you needed. Your Uncle Jerry built you a very nice
dresser that I hope you still have. I think he carved his name on the
back of it. Keep it forever. I would tell you that everyone would celebrate your birthday because you were born on June 14, Flag Day and so close to your Daddy's June 13. Then your Mommy and Daddy
got married on August 3, 2002. I was afraid your Mommy was cramming to much into life in such a short time but she pulled it off and looked beautiful. And there were also wedding showers.
More presents to make your life comfortable. I am going to add some of the wedding photos to the photo album that were my favorites and were not really poised for so just enjoy what you see. I will let you go now because you might need to go to bed or something but I did want to let you know you are lucky to have Sean & Kerri as a Daddy & Mommy. Me and Grandpa Neale love you and I will write again soon. 
Love you Maddi
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I Felt You Today  / Mom
As I type this tribute let it be know that yes, Sean, I have felt so many things in the past few days it is unreal. Everytime I turn around there is a message or passage from you. Thank You as
I am really down. I guess there is a feeling in me that your site
can take 1,000 views or tributes but none are from certain family
members. People that do not even know you have linked with me
and lit candles. Yes, you are gone, but not forgotten by me. Your light will burn as long as I'm alive. Some people just choose not to
enter into your tribute site or even acknowledge your passing.
Maybe things will get better as that piece of you left behind I hardly
never see. Madison will grow and know the things I can tell her about her Daddy when he was a child. Closing with a message that
I Love You Sean more than life itself. I will find joy someday but will never heal or forget the love I have for you.
Love Later,
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ALOT OF HINTS LED US TO THIS VERSE  / Mom

                                   EPHESIANS 6:13

THEREFORE PUT ON THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD,

SO THAT WHEN THE DAY OF EVIL COMES,

YOU MAY BE ABLE TO STAND YOUR GROUND,

AND AFTER YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING, TO STAND.

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For you Sean  / Teri Drebit (Jaime's Mom)

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